June 9th

That's my appt with a new GYNO! super excited.  Weird, right?

For the past 6 or 7 years, going to the gyno has been emotionally draining.  Every time I went, I left in tears.  I found it frustrating that every time I went, I spent most of my appt being lectured about my size, and why I shouldn't be focusing on TTC.

Well this time...I will be going in there knowing what I want, and making sure I leave with it.  I won't allow them to focus on how much more weight I have to lose, but more focus on how determined I am and how far I have come.

When I lived in Canada, to even see a gyno, you had to be referred by your family doctor, then to get to a fertility clinic you would have to be referred by the gyno.  It was like pulling teeth for me. That when I finally got to fertility clinic, they let me do 2 rounds of clomid with them, and wouldn't let me do injectables, or cycle any further till I lost weight.  (Imagine how excited I was when I moved to the States =)
Here I just called up a Clinic, told them what i wanted, and tada! )

When I called the office to make the appt, they asked what it would be for..I just said that I wanted to see about getting a HSG again, and she booked my appt.  Not sure if there will be a waiting list for it, or how it actually works out here.  But I will be making sure that I get some more testing done, and seeing if I can do some clomid.  I may even leave out the part that I've had almost a dozen clomid cycles.

My plan in the mean time will be to continue with my metformin, and try to get down to the 150's for that appt =)